Losing a jewel_
I used to just be your care giver. that never really worked out for me. however it gave us the opportunity to see we were put in one anothers life and paths for a much deeper greater and powerful purpose. the minute i stopped working for you was the minute i found a gravity force pulling me to you far more forceful then the original first feeling that i had when we met. ..coming to … i found myself getting home and running to your room so thrilled and excited to tell you about my day or give you a gigantic hug cuz i knew u probably needed one. .
I hardly know how to put this in writing dad … I’m used to sharing my deep emotions, feelings and inner thoughts completely alone with u. Dealing with this pain of loosing such a jewel and impact ,being, and relationship I had with u is making me feel a whole new type of feeling then I ever did before. As time is crucially ticking by I’m dealing a lot better I suppose. And in fact my biggest tear has been all over beautiful,hilarious, deep, and intense life moments and experiences I’ve shared with u.
I want u to know our memories Have been playing like a roll of film in my head. It brings me so much laughter . Holding ur hand… I used to force my finger through urs .. sleeping head to head. U coming to my room just cuz.. whether I was lagging or just hiding or maybe even dancing and rockin out and then chilling with me . . Or how about the time u drove all the way to Daves house when we were having a near brake up and u spoke to him then me then us .. and I didn’t even ask u too.u just cared like that. I remember feeling that day a whole new level of love. It stuck hard. Thank u for truly loving me like ur own . I’m just so lucky I got to experience such a thing. How lucky I was to have you in such a way.
I’m gonna write to u again after bm dad .. and while I’m there . I feel u right here. Its amazing And spooky. None the less its really hard to type on this key board its holding me back. I love you endlessly thank u for all the inspiration uve given me ,hard times 
..strength and love to help get me here . U did awesome. In ur life in general uve done one incredible thing. You are amazing. A legend that will never be forgotten
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